44th

Happy Happy Birthday to the love of my life...to my everything...to my bunny daddy supreme...

I know it's been a hell of a year...I got you...you got me...forever x 2 to infinity.  Happy 44th my love.

Barnaby's Surgery

Our little wild wookie Barnaby Fizz went through his neuter surgery yesterday.  He's healing well.

Any surgery for a rabbit is dangerous because of how fast their precious hearts pump BUT

It's SO important to get your rabbits 'fixed' because their chances of reproductive cancers are so

much higher without & their hormones rule their little bodies so so strongly & unkindly if you don't.

An Oldie

Look at the old painting I found tucked away in our garage this past summer...

I did this back in high school during my Picasso obsession...too funny ha ha!

My Half Lop Love

All of the rabbits are special and amazing in their own very unique way, we love them all...

but my Misa, oh my sweet little half-lop love, she is a best friend to me, she's extraordinarily special.

Missing My Spaces

With so much going on health wise I haven't been in my studio much lately...

I miss it terribly, both of my studios, I feel kinda guilty about that but it's the truth, I miss my work.

 I haven't been able to concentrate on anything lately for all our health worries but I am seeing that

I have to get in there for a bit somehow very soon for my own sanity, I am just not me without it!

Happy 26th Babe

He's my everything...my absolute everything...all I want and all I need.

We are anxious to see the back end of 2019 honestly for it's been a very hard year for us health wise.

We are trying to concentrate on the good stuff...in October we celebrated our 26th Anniversary.

To be perfectly honest, 26 million years with this amazing human being wouldn't be enough for me.

Lydia & Her Room

Lydia and I are trying to figure out where to put our little pink Xmas tree this year...

Desk space is at a premium & we do have to keep light cords away from those nibbly teeth!

A Bun A Leaping In Lino

A brand new lino is underway...

I am still using the chisels I used in high-school!

Epic Forts

Sometimes you just have to build your rabbits epic room sized blanket/box forts...

and after your done that, you have to make time to crawl in there with them too of course.

Peach Petal Perfection

Some days are just about getting through the day with as much gratitude as possible despite the pain

Some days are just about breathing & basking in the perfection of the peach petals in front of you.

Teela's Portrait

I revisited the portrait I did of Teela.

There was something about it that felt unfinished and I realized what was needed...

She needed some of the pink & purple from the background.  Now I am in complete love with it.

This one is just for me.  I don't know if I'll be offering prints etc or not, we'll see.

A Black Hat

Did I ever show you guys the hat I crocheted?  I can't really crochet well at all

but I did stumble my way through a pattern, added some buttons and I am pretty happy with it.

Cozy With Green

My oh my life is cozy when you bask in green goodness

(and fresh new Sakura Micron Ink Pens)!

Green in my belly...Green outside aplenty...Green all over the house.

I cozy up to green as often as I can, how about you?

Huey The Woodpecker

So years ago we had to get a big 40 or 50 foot dying tree cut down in our back yard

but we asked the tree guys to leave like 15 feet of the stump and here's why...

Huey our woodpecker.  He comes every year and he chips away at the dead stump

and finds lots of food in there.  It's so satisfying & amazing to watch him, he works so hard to live.

Thanks For The New Roofs Dad & Hon

Our biggest project this past summer was our house & garage roof...phew what a job that was.

But it feels so good to get it done because we were having some water problems last Spring and

we are so grateful to my Dad who worked tirelessly with my honey in the blaring sun, rain & cold. 

My Dad & honey work super well together so that's awesome & there were some pretty epic skies.

I hauled shingles to the trailer but I did do some shingle stripping on the garage (during a migraine!) and I am glad I did because it really really made me appreciate how much work it all was, yikes.

Upcoming Linos

Here's a sneak peek at some of my next linos...these guys are all pretty big.

I am already done 2 of them & I can't wait to show you & get some editions listed.

A Home For The Pain

Just a day back in summer when I had a wretched time with like a two week migraine...

I was hiding from the sun during the day & looked forward to dimly lite time on the deck at night.

Other people might not 'get' this house of ours but it embraces us so fully.
We both work so very hard making this place cozy for exactly these kind of pain-riddled times.

My External Heart

No words...

Just perfection.

Red Wings

This is one of my favorite all time photos from this past summer.

I saw some birds I've never seen before, like this amazing red beauty.

Jelly Bean In Lines

I just wanted to show you a bit more progress on Jelly Beans portrait...

I am bouncing around between a few ink drawings lately so it's taking a bit.

Lydia & ALF

Lydia was reminding me of somebody...

The long nose...the big black eyes...the perfect hair swoosh..

and it dawned on me, she was reminding me of ALF, so I dug out my ALF doll to compare,

 what do you think???

A Star-Gazer named Whimbley

I started this image awhile back of a star-gazing frog named Whimbley.

I put it away for awhile because it made me miss Henrie too much.

I am ready to get back to it now and finish it off & conjure up Whimbleys tall tale

but I sure do miss looking down from my desk to see these two snuggled up next to me.

42...My Lessons

Today is my 42nd birthday...

my lessons in the past year have been this...

1.  It's okay to live a life that no one else understands

as long as your not hurting anyone else, live it...follow your bliss.

2.  It's a waste of time to worry about the wrinkles, they're gonna come no matter what.

3.  Unattended stress/emotion/pain etc can be absolute havoc for the body (even tended crap can too)

& sometimes sadly that havoc can be permanent (for me it took the form of fibromyalgia).

4.  Many of my days are just about getting through the day with all of the pain I live with

and I realized that sometimes I will be ahead of the game but most of the time

I will be way way behind, that's just the way it is, there's no point fighting it anymore.

Some days I will be okay with that and other days I'll wanna scream & I am allowed to scream.  

There's a lot of stigma & misunderstanding that goes with being a chronic sufferer

and I am going to spend a good amount of this year learning to better cope & talking about it will be part of that process. I am aware that some people aren't comfortable with my honesty or openness or they just have no basis for comparison so it doesn't grab them and I am more than okay with those who want to tune out, I am seeking connection on this topic to help & inspire myself (and hopefully some others as well), cope, manage and heal, it won't be a conversation for everyone and that's fine.

4.  Find your happiness, cultivate it, soak in it, bask in it & don't feel guilty about it for one single second because the bad stuff is going to come no matter what & it's likely not at all going to be what you've been wasting your time worrying about...so be as happy as you can in between the bad stuff.

5.  There will be times when it's glaringly obvious whose there for you in times of need & who's not.

Don't waste your time, shine your light towards the positive, warm & helpful people in your life.

and 6. More than anything in the past year I have proven to myself again & again that I am one excellent bunny-mama and that I am in more ways than one a super resilient tough-ass chick.

So Happy Birthday to me and may it be another awesome year of learning.  XO.

Strawberry Sweet

Just a day back in the summer when we went strawberry picking.

What's your favorite thing about picking your own strawberries???

I love the drive with my sweet honey, the tractor ride out to the fields and

finishing off a whole basket together on the ride back home to the buns.

Flower Spoiled

I am flower spoiled without a doubt. I appreciate it and I love love love it! I have a very sweet honey.

And almost every single flower that my honey gifts to me, I press in my homemade flower presses.

Filling In Lines With Misa

I have to use a chemical transfer to get my images from the paper to my linoleum

and I do have to do so because of how very detailed my designs are...

Sometimes it works really well, sometimes only parts transfer or they do but very faintly.

But I don't mind when I have to fill bits in because I grab a stack of linos in the pipeline,

I grab my Sharpie, a snack and I sit with my girl Misa downstairs and we re-line everything.

If life is about being in your happy place as much as possible, this is certainly one of them.

Pencils & Bunnies = My Happy Place

Bunnies + Pencils...

= Happiness.

Happy Halloween

Happy Halloween of 2019.

Look, I am finally revealing my true self...

This is 100% done with cruelty-free make-up...

cause you know what's really scary? Cosmetic testing on animals, that's some scary creepy stuff.

Thanks Furry Beings

It's been a really rough time pain wise as well you guys...more migraines come with the Autumn rains

but today I got into my studio & it was wonderful and I am so excited to show you what I am up to.

I am just however also so so grateful for the company of these inspiring beings...

whether it's in the studio or sitting with me on the bed as I suffer, they cheer me up no matter what.

Getting Back To It...I Hope!

Sorry for that sudden long absence you guys...it's been a rough go.  I was diagnosed with another chronic invisible illness and about a week after that my honey hurt himself and he almost died...

But I think things are calming down, I've missed this blog of mine.  Give me a chance to catch up

and I'll let you all know briefly what's been going on.  Thanks everyone for your patience XO.